Yes, I know I said I would be better. And then I wasn't.
So here's the update. I am in the middle of my second IUI cycle. Did the same protocol as last time. This time I didn't really have the back soreness from last time but instead my mouth hurt. Weird.
Husband gave me the menopur shot at home - I was nervous about doing it ourselves but he was a total pro.
Tomorrow is mother's day. And also my ultrasound and trigger shot if my follicles are ready to rock and roll. Hoping/praying for 3 or 4 good juicy follicles.
I try not to dwell on mother's day, or the many birth/pregnancy announcements on facebook, or any of it. But it does make me sad. I should be a mom. This should be my day (and I hope it will be next year). It's so unfair how everyone else seems to get pregnant (even crappy people) without any problem. I know it's not really true and millions of women suffer with the same IF hell I do. I just wonder when it's my turn.
Anyways - positive thinking. Tomorrow is the ultrasound and everything will be great - thick lining and good follicles.
Then IUI on Monday/Tuesday and pray it will work (again) and this time it will stick and grow.
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